i'm gonna move my computer to the storeroom. yea i'm not even gonna set it up in the living room or anything (holy cow!!!) gonna refrain from the comp till Os are over (omg!) see ya all in abit? around one & a half months. tc everyone all the best for those taking their Os too. haha baby, check my emails for me will you? you know the password :) if you forgot the password i'm not giving it to you again! :P

so...

woke up around half hour ago. had a strange dream. i was in jail :l apparently, i stole a book. yeah i know. wtf. hahahaha. and the jail cell was in malaysia. don't ask me why cos i don't know. oh and i remember halfway i went out to macs and bought a zinger burger. hahahahahahahahahah it was macs but everything they sold was from kfc. and everything was in RM. then i bribed the security guard to not tell the dm i went out by giving him a cup of tea from macs. hahahah living conditions were really terrible man. i woke up feeling damn dirty so i went to take a shower and voila i'm here.

i don't know what's wrong with people these few days. i think having two friendster accounts is still pretty much ok. but there's something seriously wrong with you if you add the same people back into your second accounts. :l if it was your best friend or whatever, someone whom you regularly write testimonials to and all, i'll understand. cos you might be in your other acc and wanna write but can't cos your best friend's not a friend in that acc. but adding the same whole bunch of people from your first acc but to your second acc? pointless and really stupid. you end up with two accounts entirely made up of the same friends. and then you happily make a third acc cos your second one is full and the cycle goes on again...don't flame me cos it makes sense.

its 4+ in the morning and i'm tired :(

am suppose to go fooding with baby tomorrow. but he wants to study so it'll be on some weekday instead. and i was sooo excited ok! like, i happily smsed him that we'll have breakfast at delifrance, have chocolate fondue in the afternoon and our cafe cartel for dinner. and i was planning on spending my birthday money between. ya know, s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g? i was beaming the whole way! ...until he let me down. boo. and reminded me of my diet. double boo. but he has a point cos i'm growing sideways at an alarming speed.

k shit i sound damn weight-conscious. i'm not. i think. i like waffles. beams. ok.

i like stealing my bf's fish...er...the fish burger. the one from macdonalds. the one wrapped in blue paper. for some reason, i can't remember the name. shit. and i like stealing his sausage mcmuffin too. yumm oh and his hashbrowns.

k now i'm starting to understand why i'm getting [please insert evil three-lettered word here]. k no i'm actually alr [please insert evil three-lettered word here].

i'm down with a flu. wanted to go to the docs today. but then i realised if i go tomorrow i might get a higher chance of getting a mc (and no bf i'm not referring to you). but on the other hand i'm hoping i'll recover by tomorrow, so i can go to school on monday. i promised some peeps that i'll be reaaaaaaaal serious in my studies starting from monday. another reason why i wanted to spend the whole of tomorrow with bf. sigh :(

looks like i'll be starting tomorrow instead.

ya know what. on friday afternoon, yuhan was telling me that there wouldn't be anymore trainings for them till eoy exams are over. and then suddenly i had this sudden jolt in my memory. like ya know, it brings you back to the past? then i looked at yuhan & nooraini and all. then i realised that was me, a year ago. sec three, senior of b girls, while kaishi, jiaxian and all were studying for o levels and had stopped training months ago.
and geepers. a year had gone by so quickly. now i'm the one studying for o levels. had played my last game for ngee ann way back in early april. and then in early feb i'll be getting my o level results back in that shit school.

ok crap. i need to wake up.

hey! gonna go out for dinner now. mom's 48th birthday! :D i love my mom. proly gonnad ine at cafe cartel? bros love that place. and i really mean l.o.v.e.

i have a damn sore throat and a flu... o levels are around the corner and i haven't started doing some serious revision.

oh and i hate physics.

had a fucked up day in school today. don't really wanna blog about it cos i'm fine now. at least i wasn't late for school...

the arts festival thing was a flop :s my opinion & no offence to the performers. everything was kinda disappointing hahahaa ok shan't talk much about this.

kk gonna go out now. blog more later or tomorrow and yes i know this is a boring post :(

i love my boyfriend thanks for the wonderful day yesterday i'm glad it worked out fine in the end :)

at twelve thirty in the morning, i just finished half a bag of loacker wafers. right now, i'm going to wash my hands, brush my teeth, then sit on my chair and feel guilty. wapgn oignvsdvnsoidbap

"To find out a girl`s faults, praise her to her girl friends."

-Benjamin Franklin

ooh how true hahahha.

frowns. not that bf should be doing that :( don't ok. hahaha love you. and happy 7th month. don't know if you'll be reading this but thanks for all the wonderful times you've given me. through all the tears but not forgetting the actual love, i'm so glad we made it through everything and that we're still together. love ya.

and yay i'm celebrating it with him tomorrow :D gonna watch little man. heeeeeeeeeehappy ok byebye

hey y'all i found someone who has a spare phone! :D haveta go down to plaza sing one day to fix my poor phone up. its a shitty phone anw... maybe i should just get a new one.

ehhhh. bf was DAMN CUTE yesterday. he was like
him: i want to get a new phone!
me: which?
him: the motoming phone!
me: why do you need a pda phone? besides, its ugly.
him: huh :( i think its damn nice. why you don't like :( somemore got my name on it :(

geddit? ming chun? motoming? HAHAHAHAHA i was laughing like hell yesterday omg damn funny hahaha ok not funny alr :(

oh yeah. the prism earrings!



oooooh i think its damn cool! haven't plucked up the courage to wear it... cos... i'm damn scared the prism blocks will drop out hahahaahhaha :(

oh yeah got some other stuff too.


a green sparkly belt hahaha doubt i'm gonna wear it much but it's so freaking pretty :) and i got it for like 10RM hahahahahha and the quality ain't bad at all!


mmhm adidas jacket with hot pink stripes


and and a longsleeve tshirt with a hood! ok you can't really see the design from here but i just wanted to show you guys the side zipper it has WHICH I THINK IS DAMN RAD ok i should shut up :(

oh yeah. i'm going to move my computer from my room to the living room outside. then hopefully i can study better in my room! :)

on second thoughts, i won't be moving it so soon. :( hahahha okok i should. i know. i'll see.

ciao

wtf my phone just blacked out. when i used my home phone to call my hp, i could hear the ringtone and all but the screen just refuses to change! its just. black.

shit.

happy september 11th...

i hate being angry/upset/disappointed/sad. the only way to cure me is for me to like just eat. and eat. and eat and eat. and eat and eat and eat k you get the picture and omfg i can't afford to eat like that... ok shit i sound like those stereotypes who whines about the burger they just ate and how they're gonna gain like 10 pounds. -.- honestly... they either have no brain cells or they're just overwhelmed with guilt and can't think properly. you can't fucking gain 10 pounds from a burger, even if it was like a carls jr one or whatever. kk getting a lil side tracked here. the point is! i don't freaking train anymore. and i'm way too lazy to go to the gym. and and i ditched my running-around-the-lrt-track agenda alr. don't ask why. has something to do with reaching home, throwing myself on the bed and sleeping till the evening and that's when i'll wake up and watch tv and decide that i'll run tomorrow. but the 'tomorrow' never comes...

oh yeah. i went for some lunch/dinner thing with my family at Cjade express the other day. food sucks. service sucks even more. k wait. they service sucks like hellllllll. the price is on par with the cjkitchen but yet the food at the express outlet is so much worse. piece of advice? don't patron Cjade express. i hope they close down soon...

on a lighter note, i went to eat some kolo mee thing at chinatown yesterday. with bf. wahahaha he couldn't stand the place. although he tells me its fine i can see it in your eyes man hahahahha! cos its missing the most impt factor an eatery should have :P. so anyway! i ate the prawn+wanton+abalone thing omfg it was daaamn good i tell ya! bf claims its like paying $8.90 ($3.90 without the extra ingredients) for a bowl of maggimee... k don't listen to him. do check it out if you're in chinatown for whatever damn reason yeah. its very near the mrt. store name is..erm.. OMG I DUNNO ok hahaha but its from kuching, sarawak. yes its written on the signboard.

OK I HAVE NO PICTURES :'( when i went to eat all these i was too lazy to bring the cam along.

oh and before i forget, snoogle wants me to say hi to you! :D (you'd better say hi back k :( later he cry i won't know what to do)

oh yeah i just made chocolate fondue just now when i was feeling damn irritated. don't ask why. k its not really fondue i just melted some chocs from switzeland and added water to make it more runny :l and i found bananas and so i dipped it into the chocolate and hahahahahah ok lets just say i was considerably happier after that :D bf says he's gonna take me to eat chocolate fondue someday but that day hasn't arrived. apparently. eh i tell you all something ok. i have never eaten chocolate fondue before. and that was my first somewhat-like-a-chocolate-fondue session ever. i know i'm a loser ok :( don't have to rub it in my face adam hahahaha

k shit i just realised almost my entire blogpost is about food... that evil thing. HAHAH I REALLY SOUND LIKE A STEREOTYPE

k what else. oh yeah. i just did the bestest thing today. i thought there were still lessons after our science practical so i packed my entire day's timetable into my bag, when actually all we had to bring was like our pencilcase... clever clever bernie.

kept singing the rolly polly olly song yesterday. bf made up his own but its too mean :( i don't wanna say :(

eh wait! i DO have pictures. show ya all something.

blogger sucks. pictures wouldn't get uploaded. k i'll use photobucket.




I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS DRINK HAHAHAHAHAHA. been drinking it since i was young. look at that face bwahahahahhaha ok nvm. :(

k anyway i have alot more pictures. eg, stuff i bought when i was away in malaysia. there's this freaking rad ear studs i bought which are like prisms! yeah you see a different colour each time you tilt it its damn cool.... eugh!

but i'll upload them another day. gtg bathe then maybe start on my revision. nationals have ended almost 6 months ago :( and o levels are only slightly over two months away. :( i hate to say this, but i'm scared. really freaking scared and oh shit i MUST bathe now and study afterwards. :'(

before i go...


i think my baby is damn sweet. haha 7 months this thursday. love ya!

wanted to blog yesterday but i was so freaking tired :(

anyway remember a few days back where i blogged about a bump? it was like an insect bite but boy was it huge. i took a picture of it

it really looks like a baby octopus right! right! ...right? :l k nvm. anyway the colour's a little light now. went to the doc and he gave me some cream. but the mark's still there :( i don't know why. it looks damn ugly when i wear skirts :(

anyway i went out with mc to watch click on thursday. yes i know i'm damn slow to only watch it now. the movie was greaaaat! and i cried. booger man hahaha

really zero mood to blog now. will blog later. might be going out later. he's gonna teach me physics! :D k maybe not he's out with his mom. :( booger. ok byebye gonna get some breakfast! or lunch. whatever.

my birthday present from baby! hahahaha its name is snoogle and its currently sitting at a corner of my bed facing the wall. yeah he's getting punished cos when i was trying to take a nap just now, he kept jumping around asking me to play with him. i talk to it everyday and before i sleep. (i'm really not joking) and my family humours me alot. when i bring him out to the dinner table, he gets his own seat. occasionally i get a 'crazy girl' comment from them but its ok. oh oh and when i bathe i always have a family member looking after him. it was big bro's turn today hahaha the other time it was daddy's. then when i finished bathing, he returned it to me and said snoogle got drunk. hahhahhaahhahahaha ok i found that very funny. k its only a matter of time before they set out a place for him at the dinner table, with the rice bowl and all.

HAHA omg fear factor's the best. i was shrieking like hell when the put the sluggy things in their mouth. eeeugh.

one of the male teams was damn funny. cos they lost in the running on the rolling thing challenge so they were like;
guy 1: dude we sucked
guy 2: oh yeah?
guy 1: yeah. did i tell you we really suck at running?

hahahahhaa! okaaaaay its not very funny now but i was laughing like hell. they had absolutely no sense of balance.

one of the girl teams was also damn funny
joe rogan: AMBER GO TO THE HOLE!
amber: WHERE'S THE HOLE!

HAHAHAHHA ok you had to watch it to understand.

eh i feel like i'm like blogging something totally useless here. unless you watched it, you wouldn't understand what i'm talking about :( boo.

ok. i should really stop asking people to go shopping with me tomorrow :( cos you know there's something terribly wrong with you when

you're given a chance to use the calculator during E. Math Paper 1, and yet you still can't do most of the questions.

and when

the chemicals stated on the chemistry paper were totally unheard of by you. in other words, the entire freakish paper appeared to have just been flown in from planet mars... nothing made sense and the reactions stated seemed to have just been discovered like yesterday or something...

tat smsed me a 'aiyo bless you for you papers la!' when i told him that the entire paper was like alien to me. hahahahahahah ok i found that very funny.

boo.

i need to start studying already. i'm gonna drag myself to the library or something tomorrow...i mean today...

kk i've decided to become a full-fledged mugger.

ok maybe not.. i'll try to.

meanwhile, i need to sleep. its almost five in the morning. gnight.

most of you might have heard that the crocodile man is dead (sorry to be so blunt) and so you guys have lovingly decided to put turtles in front of your nicks as a tribute to him. and jp and keane decided to put sheeps in front instead hahahhaa i started laughing when i saw the two odd ones in my list. hahahahahahaha ok nvm

without varnish on my nails, i have gone back to my old habit of biting my nails and the dry skin surrounding it. they look so horrendous now. and i'm not exaggerating. i had bitten some till blood came out. and it hurts when i run water over it. shit.

i think i'm not myself today... my prelim papers today were bloody peanuts la... but i didn't have time to finish both papers. gn dszijfejnzacnebpn bullshit. and for ss the teachers didn't seem to care that my textbook was right in front of me. yes. directly in front of my exam paper. NO ONE came to take my textbook away. i swear they were either
-taunting me to see if i would actually touch the bloody book and flip its damn pages so they can like pop out and give me zilch for my prelim. oh and then it can spare them the hassle of marking my paper
or
-they trusted me (hehehahahoho)
OR
-they just couldn't be bothered.
OR
-they kinda enjoyed having my ss book making nahnahnahnah faces at me throughout the test...

i think its the third one :( i feel sooooo LOVED. -.-

so.. no teachers were with me while i took my paper AND my textbook was right in front of me AND i was in the chemistry lab with the teacher in the storage room (and mind you she didn't come out at all while i was taking my paper). what would a normal, sane bernie do?

of course just flip the damn pages for my answer right.

but i didn't! precisely why i said i'm not myself today. nah i simply picked conscience over good grades. i mean.....BETTER grades. haha....eh wtf la i got study one ok.

amazing how much i seem to be dot-ting these few days eh. i used to be SO anti-dotdotdot.

sigh i gtg mug for my chem now. i spent the whole afternoon reading this book, P.S. I Love You. i cried... wtf hahaha k ciao

i just finished a bowl of instant noodles at 2am in the morning. gg bernie gg. so much for telling your bf you wanna lose weight.

gonna wake up at 6am to study social studies. nothing seems to be going in now. gonna zonk off now ciao

i haven't trained since the malaysia trip, which was about two and a half weeks ago. i haven't even perspired since the malaysia trip. i feel fat and lazy. i am fat and lazy. i need to drag myself to the gym soon. or i can just crash a ngee ann training. i am having trouble switching my body mode to the 'study mode'. my room is in a mess again. i need to clean my room up. i miss my teammates. what should i do

i need......................RETAIL THERAPY.
HEHEHE MC COME BACK FROM HK & TAKE ME SHOPPING PLEAAAAAAAASE!
no? ah well. worth a try...

kai. says:
so during the performance in the audi, where it was dark, i was gobbling it all up
kai has the ability to make herself sound so pig-like :l

so my birthday was spent like this.

i ate like what? 4 different cakes? -.- stuffed like a cake-face at the end of the day.

my class' so sweet ok. sang birthday song for me and all hahaha. thanks guys! eh yeah so we played musical chairs hahahahahaha omg i was DAMN EXCITED. everyone else were freaking enthusiastic too k! haha. oh yeah ben won round 1. I WON THE SECOND ROUND HAHAHAHAHAHA ok nvm.

eh i know i promised pictures... but when i was out with bf yesterday, i thought i forgot to bring the cam. i looked through my handbag ok! i just couldn't find it. wanted to take pictures of the food... then when he was sending me home, i found it in my handbag -.-

ok soon soon. i know my blog lacks pictures. soon!

my baby so sweet! picked me up from my house and gave me flowers and a heart-shaped cake thingy! ahhhhhh! we ate at the coffee club. he flew off to hongkong this morning :( i couldn't send him off cos i came down with a fever. my mom hopes its not cos of the bump thingy. if it was then i have to go to the hospital. bleh.
and the bump looks like a baby octopus...

ok i don't have the mood to blog. gtg help my bro buy his lunch now. ciaooo.