using mac's wireless network now hahahaha ok so anyway the internet connection at my home's spoilt bro says we're like cavemens at home without the internet ok whatever hahahaha blogging at lido now. here tgt with claud, colin and nat. waiting for jerald to arrive so we can go over to e cathay tgt. school sucks training sucks even harder just met my baby just now i love you ok bye

i need a new phone i fucking hate razr even mc's one is giving him problems we're gonna get new phones soon! right? and we'll get the same one again! right right? :) ok maybe not...

any comments/reviews on the samsung d900? aka special edition 12.9. the slim slide up phone. i'm thinking of getting that. either that or a sony ericsson phone. a red one. yummmmm... materialistic... kk whatever i bloody need a new phone asap down with razrs.

i don't get it. if people have a problem with me wearing a uniform which doesn't belong to me they should just say it straight to my face instead of talking behind my back. whatsmore, i didn't even know the person i just heard this voice saying "wah lao act cedarian". by the time i turned around i couldn't spot who said it. if not i would have really went up to her to ask her if there's something wrong with that. like wtf is it a sin to switch uniforms with my classmate(s). and you don't bloody own the uniform laaaa betcha just jealous of me cos i can carry off the uniform and you can't hahahahahahahaha hanging out with roy etc etc makes me a mean person... i'm serious. they're rubbing off me. roy said something which pissed me off real badly today but i just didn't show it. aivfnejaogaigononie.

had dinner with baby at the polo club today. did some work. some. no mood to blog. bye. i love my bf.

shit man i want the V3maxx. and the green puma jacket. and adidas shoes. and a new mp3 player. actually i just need a new freaking phone. and i'm NOT like those other girls who keep whining about wanting a new phone when their phones are working fine. my V3 blacks out on me three times a day. minimum. fixed it up at plaza sing twice alrd and the same old problem still acts up. V3 sucks to the max.

and i can't believe i forgot to mention this. i doubt i even told my bf hahahaha what's wrong with me man first time this kind of shit happen to me i should be proud of it actually i am hahahaha i really am first time ok every year i get form teachers who don't think i'll make a good one anyway i'm class chairman for 0734. HAHHAHAHAHA

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you know what mc said about this picture? he said i look like a pokemon. lickitung. we dunno how to spell it but its pronounced that way. i cried. hahahahahahaha just kidding I DON'T LOOK LIKE LICKITUNG OR LICKYTUNG HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT :( i don't. i don't right... hahaha anyway this was during econs tutorial. my teacher's only twenty years old hahahahahahaha!!!

hi suyee hahahaahha EH CLAUD I'M WEARING YOUR PE SHIRT!!!! :D :D

hahahha beam -.- we were all coincidentally waiting for our training to start hahahaha aiya shit beam's head blocking the chicken rice stall hahahahaha i tell you the chicken rice there is DAMN GOOOOOD!! baby i bring you to my school to eat the chicken rice some day okaaay. please. crash my school someday :( pleaseeeee :(

during civics tutorial HAHA btw the middle guy is suppose to be showing three but everyone's saying it's six which is true but i don't care its three and i look retarded in the first picture ah :(

EH I SHOW YOU MY BF'S MSN DP HAAHAHAHHA ITS DAMN COOL (pls don't steal it ok wait he angry)

yay haha i love baby although he made me wait outside his house for three hours today and his mom saw me and this fucked up neighbour from upstairs (i bet it was that old arrogant man who wouldn't lend me his phone well fuck you to hell) complained to the securities about me 'loitering' around the block and the fuck faced security guard came to get me he was sooo unfriendly when i went over the the guard post earlier on to borrow their phone (don't ask me why my phone wasn't with me. long story). and then i asked for baby's home phone number, pointing the block out and all telling him which unit it is but he still act as if he doesn't know what i'm talking about acted like some dumb shit ok maybe he wasn't acting maybe he IS a dumb shit fuck face and ok i should stop swearing wait my baby scold me then i cry and cut myself again boohoo bye

i remembered reading a bulletine by miss tan a few weeks ago wanted to post a section of it up cos i laughed damn hard after reading it but i kept fogetting to do so but anyway here it is!! (miss tan eat ur heart out hahahahaha be careful who you add on your friends list!)

SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER
+ Fallen off the bed?: yes. Double
deck and I was on top. I wasn doing
any acrobatic stance. Dreamt I dropped
my tortoise and leaned forward to pick
it up

wtf hahahahahahah!!!

some image i found hahahaha i look like a freaking chinadoll ah ms tan!!!! :( (x100)

yeah anyway. jc life sucks. all those freaking tutorials, lectures etc etc the only thing i love are the breaks hahahaha. twas much better last week. long loooong breaks. lessons end at like 4 now. everyday -.- gonna crack soon.

went out with claudia today. she wanted to surprise colin who was having some band thing at the Cathay. we haven't been there before so we were looking around for the entrance lol ok nvm. met lotsa people check out claud's blog for more about today's band audition thing. but colin's band was not that bad haha lead singer was freaking funny. he kinda forgot the lyrics to chasing cars and asked the people sitting in front the lyrics then we all just stared blankly back and he sang the wrong lyrics and went lalalala when he couldn't make up any lyrics on the spot. me and claud were laughing like hell in front. AND ALICIA WAS THERE TOO HAHAHAHA. she + grace coincidentally knows my bf due to some reason hahaha sigh shan't think too much about it.

baby came to pick me up later. his ib tie is damn ugly. derek and all were like "hey... you look familiar... acs primary?" hahahaha yay see baby you met your old schoolmates ok he's calling now our daily goodnight call call byeeee

HAPPY 11 MONTH BABY.
hope you enjoyed yourself today :) one more month! i'm already preparing your gift for our first year yay. shan't tell you what it is. and please don't force it out of me.

met up with claud yesterday. but colin came to steal her away from me. CRIES hahahaha whatever went to visit samantha and fabian at taka together with eunice. kinda miss working with them hahaha fabian's still the same wackonutty person (who asked me to nick some stuff from the shop. again -.-).

headed off for training. you know what? maybe i'll just continue to go for training, just for my teammates. and everything's fine i don't feel left out or anything until the last segment where i don't get to play. haha but its alright i guess... getting used to it.

some shit happening again. sigh. bye.

YAY I LOVE MY OGLS although they look spas here but hahahah whatever!

you keep breaking dates with me. today's date break. tomorrow's date also break. if you're gonna say something like you can only spend a few hours with me on sunday, i'm going to be very very angry, upset and pissed although i most probably won't show it.

diet's not working. at all. if this keeps up, maybe i'll sink into depression and THEN lose weight like last time. excellent.

i skipped a lecture today. I'M SORRY :'( i won't skip anymore lectures. i was too caught up with deciding whether to eat chicken rice or noodles. i was really really happy while and after eating though. and beam (yes it's a name! :D) was like omg we shouldn't have let you eat.... (i ate chicken rice in the end hehe) :( cos i kept munching my food and nodding happily and beaming at my og. yes we still hang out with each other up till now. and our ogls pop by every now and then hehe yay.

there's this pretz thingy selling in the sch canteen and the flavour is called Larb. larb... right. -.- and and and the picture on the box looked like fried rice hahahahahhaha and so i was like maybe larb is fried rice and everyone gave me the -.- face. ok nvm :( apparently, larb tastes like crap. yeah.

have a break, have a larb. HAHAHAA I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING OVER THIS CATCHLINE ok not funny :(

mass dance tomorrow again. I HAVE NO PARTNER! cries.
height and weight tomorrow. I HAVEN'T LOST ANY DAMN WEIGHT! cries.

might be going back for training after all. we'll see.

ANYONE WATCHING THE ARENA NOW? RAFFLES INSTITUTION GOT PWNED BY A NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL HAHAHAHAH AND AND BY GIRLS OMG HAHAHAHAHA

ok sorry baby. boys are the best. boys like you. and independant schools are still the best ok don't angry muaack!

1. Drink only water. (HAHA tick)
2. Abstain from snacks. As quoted, "No seaweed, no cookies, no biscuit. Yes, no seaweed." (-looks at claud. MY CHOCOCHIP COOKIES! :'( )
3. No eating after training! And sleep right after getting home from training. (No training today. No training ever. Gotta update this point again.)
4. No breakfast. (EASY PEASY. TICK!)
5. No carbo. (I ate noodles for dinner...)
6. Eat lean meat like FISH! (Have to change this point soon... Quite pointless to force myself to find some fish to consume just to bold this point -.- )
7. No seaweed. Yes bernie no seaweed. (TICK)
8. No fried food. (TICKKKKKK)
9. No processed meat. (fishballs...counted right.)
10. Do not take the lift up. Walk up the stairs instead. (I didn't even step out of my house today -.-)
11. And thou shall stick to this (109th) diet plan. (-.-)

:( tomorrow will be a better day. and for your info no i haven't lost any weight. :'(

Don't even remember taking this (really retarded haha) picture but heck i miss those times and i miss you guys and the wackiness etc etc etc :( Till next time, especially to my juniors + fer - i won't be attending trainings any longer after what happened yesterday. Tc.

109th diet plan - Day 1

1. Drink only water. (I drank a cup of barley during lunch break! :( and and yam milk w pearls before training. Geeeeeeeeeee!)
2. Abstain from snacks. As quoted, "No seaweed, no cookies, no biscuit. Yes, no seaweed." (TICK! -beams.)
3. No eating after training! (TICK! -beams.) And sleep right after getting home from training. (will do so right after this post. so, TICK!)
4. No breakfast. (EASY PEASY. TICK!)
5. No carbo. (Aiya shit la... Don't even wanna talk about the amount of carbo i consumed today.)
6. Eat lean meat like FISH! (no fish consumed today... :( )
7. No seaweed. Yes bernie no seaweed. (TICKKK although i almost gave in the temptation... Keyword: almost)
8. No fried food. Boiled food boiled food boiled food! (I didn't consume any fried food. But then again i didn't consume any boiled food.)
9. No processed meat. (:( shut up.)
10. Do not take the lift up. Walk up the stairs instead. (TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK!)
11. And thou shall stick to this (109th) diet plan. (-.-)

5.5/10??! You can do better than that go go go go go! Should really make another one. Thou shall not eat between lectures. NYJC people should know what I'm talking about. The time between lectures can be really omg-ish sometimes. That you can't help...but just wanna eat to make time pass quickly. BOOOOO. Gtg get some rest now. Having a big headache. Must have been cos I cried my eyes out just now during training. Will blog about this another day. Thanks to all who comforted me esp the ny people. Muaaaack! Bye!

Ways to lose 5kg by Saturday (only Claud knows why Saturday! :D)

1. Drink only water. (This I can manage. I think. Keyword: Think.)
2. Abstain from snacks. As quoted, "No seaweed, no cookies, no biscuit. Yes, no seaweed." (cries)
3. No eating after training! (Cos training ends pretty late and its bad to eat late at night.) And sleep right after getting home from training. (Cos if I stay awake I will get hunger pangs and get tempted to eat! :O)
4. No breakfast. (I don't care what all the webs say about how breakfast is important if you wanna lose weight. I don't have much of an appetite in the morning and I always seem to be running late for school so yeah no breakfast for meeee.)
5. No carbo. (I don't care. No carbo. I hate rice, noodles, bread and cereal. (actually no, i don't. cries again.))
6. Eat lean meat like FISH! (Yay! I love fish!)
7. No seaweed. Yes bernie no seaweed. (Trust me. I seriously need way more than one reminder for this. Cries harder)
8. No fried food. Boiled food boiled food boiled food! (Beams. I like boiled hot dogs.)
9. No processed meat. (NO HOT DOGS?! :O :'( )
10. Do not take the lift up. Walk up the stairs instead. (This I always do!!! :D)
11. And thou shall stick to this (109th) diet plan.

with effect from 8th Jan `07. Yes it doesn't start today. -runs to get seaweed- NO BABY I'M JUST KIDDING I DIDN'T BUY ANY SEAWEED! Really! :(

to claudd!
hey babe cheer up yea i know how you feel cos i've been through that. but don't worry i'm sure colin still loves you alot alot alot and cares for you alot alot alot too! :) right? like what you said, it has almost been three years since you guys got together. i'm sure that a long relationship can overcome obstacles like that. i know you're feeling real insecure right now cos colin is in a co-ed school and will be meeting new girls, having classes with them and all - very different from when he in sec school. but but but you just gotta trust him :) hopefully after this whole orientation thing, you guys will be going out as often as before! and then claudia will be happy again hahahahaha loves.

speaking of meeting new girls... mc is meeting new girls at his orientation as well :( someone told me there are like 70 girls to 400 boys in acsib (haha wtf) hai you see baby there's not enough girls to go around so sad for you right and i know you don't like sharing so you just gotta stick with meeeeeeeeeeee! :D :D :D :D right right!

haha so anyway orientation was really fun! was supposed to have flag day today but the vballers are exempted from it YESSS! lol we even got to attend school later yesterday because we had night training the day before.

my orientation group clinched the best og hahahahah! yay i think its cos we had pretty enthusiastic ogls who made us run from station to station when we were having the stationgames thing at sentosa! the prize was pretty sweet. a handmade photoframe with a group photo of our og! i look like shit in it though. but whatever haha got best section as well! pyro!

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i just ate a cheesecake. haha :( :( :( crash diet SOON. SOON HAHA my last one didn't work out. miss tan please stop laughing :( have to lose five kg before next saturday comes! GO BERNIE! and oh shit when's pe. i don't wanna get into taf club or whatever.

baby i miss you go out with me on sunday please? please please please? -gives puppy dog eyes-

goodbye ngee ann.

hello nanyang junior college.

he doesn't allow me to post pictures of him up online, hence the smiley face yay! don't ask me why. he just doesn't like random people having his picture hahahahhaha like baby!!!! who will want your picture! hehehehheheheheheheheeee

ai wasn't pleased with baby today. break date with me :( NVM. i forgive you. hahahaha :)

there are more pictures actually. ALOT more. but idk why the uploader keeps jamming :( yep this was yesterday's dinner! chuka hotate on the blue plate hhahahahaha yay!!!and the chilli soft shell crab and the black pepper lamb and the yummy miso soup! i added red pepper powder to it. baby saw and
him: you singaporeans ah...
me: you australians ah...
hahahahahaha anyway yesterday's dinner was all baby's treat yay baby i love you but then again i paid for the swensons that morning boo and and you can see my lovely fruit punch at the top right which tasted reaaaaaaaaaaally good it had bits of jelly (?) in it :D kk enough ranting.

realised i've been eating pretty great food lately. and i'm starting to feel that i have rather rich relatives hahahaa the dinners they hold are damn extravagant! there was this 10-course dinner at meritus mandarin (EH BABY YOU HAVEN'T BROUGHT ME TO CHATTERBOX CHICKEN RICE YET :( ) and the dessert was avacado pudding haaaaaaaa it was sooo good and there was scallop abalone sharks fin and everything omg shit HAHA BABY I WANNA EAT THE SCALLOP AGAIN PLEAAAASE ok nvm. and a few days ago some aunt held a dinner at the singapore recreational club.............just cos it was her birthday. hahahaha -.- oh well who's complaining.

yay going out with love tomorrow. hopefully he doesn't call it off again. boo you.

training today. sucked. hahahaha i mean please even nooraini was saying if she were me she wouldn't even come for training. i agreeeee... but i'm still coming anyway. gives me a reason to yell at coach. HAHHAHAHA i'm petty and vengeful like that so what its his fault anyway. bah humbugs.

eh little nicky hahaha damn funny! "popeye's chicken is the shiznat!" hahahahahahahaha ok not funny