studied in school today. went down to hougang sports hall haha :l k those who are abou to scold me for not studying can just stop cos the coaches attacked me the entire time when i was there. they started scolding me and tried to chase me away so i'll be a good girl and study. coach swiss even made me sit next to him while he ranted on and on and on :l thanksssss lol. then he told me what they did in thailand and saying that i missed a big opportunity etc etc sigh don't wanna talk about it. and the next tournament is a freaking two years from now. zzzzzzzzzz. hopefully it'll be held in australia. FRANKFURT BRISBANE SYDNEY MELBOURNE ahhahhahahahahaa! kk i should shut up :(

anyway i went there cos the juniors were up against sembawang and i just had this feeling they might lose. in the end they did..... ESP!!!! ok nvm. before i left coach swiss reminded me to study again then i was like okok! see you in A div next year hahahahaha and he was like YES i hope to see you in A div next year too you'd better study now. i'm feeling very guilty now. i'm not studying. :O :O :O

so anyway, while in school, fas kept asking me questions hahaha it was some questionnaire from a book. and the questions were reaaaaaaaaally weird. E.g, does your boyfriend beat or inflict any other physical pain on you? (and to the noseyparkers out there, NO he does not). then she read the conclusion. aiyeeeeeeeeee i'm not gonna put it here. its horrendous :(

muaahs to my sec three juniors who kept asking if i'm ok.

gonna go to the airport to study tomorrow. meeting freda for a short while and she's gonna pass me the form. the FORM.... hahaha not gonna say exactly what form it is. i'm selfish.

and candy empire sucks. she told me a story about it and eughh! :(

POETRY EXAM ON THURSDAY I HATE POETRY IT SO DOES NOT MAKE SENSE AND I DON'T LIKE POETRY I ok byebye.

kk emokid no more. XXXXX realised there are so many other things, far more important than me getting emotional over afnasovwirvbw, when laura was teaching me how to do chinese compos at two or three this morning. don't even wanna talk about my paper... i had absolutely no time for the MCQ section (cos i did the two passages at the back first and even then, i couldn't finish it) so i ended up writing (2) for the entire MCQ section. i mean. like what wei said, 25% chance of getting it right la sigh wtf i didn't even manage to finish my compo i'm so screwed fuck la i retake for what fuck... kk enough of profanities.

and i caught the worst case of a runny nose in the exam hall just now. both for paper one and two. all the icky stuff were running down like nobody's business. best thing? no tissue. what a day. don't ask me what i did in the end cos i don't wanna tell you. fuck.

anyway! today, my razr screwed up on me again. its so unbelievably annoying when the screen blanks out when i'm in the middle of typing a message.... i'd better trade it in before it really blanks out on me for good. feel like getting zai's samsung slide phone. but i don't know what model it is! camera's three megapix. any idea anyone? razr really sucks...

i'm really damn fucking tired and i have to crawl out of bed at 6++am again tomorrow cos lit teacher is going through poems at 7++ in the morning (wtf?) and even though i can skip the damn thing i don't want to cos poetry exam is coming thursday and fuck la i kinda wish i retained last year bloody hell those who read my blog last year might remember me praying like shit in my blog hoping that i wouldn't fucking retain and i got my wish but wtf... kk i'm not gonna say any vulgarities from now on.

as i was saying, i'm really damn tired and i'm going to bed now and i'm not gonna eat anything until tomorrow cos i just finished a packet of van houten almond chocs and i feel the flab forming and yes i'm currently in a state of paranoia.

i need to put on braces....OMG!!!1111!!!1 uber 133711!1!!1 ----> a result of hanging around NEOboards at around 4am when you can't sleep...

hope i'm sounding like myself again. if i'm not just let me know ok hahaha good night.

chinese Os in four + half hours time... and i can't seem to fall into slumber. i'm so screwed.

my fault again. you said you can't stand me, tired of everything, tired of me. asked me to think about what i did and how i've behaved. all i've done was shut myself in my room and just fucking face my fucking textbooks. i can't remember the last time i stepped out of my house to go to anywhere other than back to school to ask some questions. and leave you alone. even when i'm fucking craving for a simple sms or a short phone call from you i just try to shake off the feeling. why. cos i don't wanna fucking bother you since you always make me feel like a hindrance by your side and how you make me feel that spending ANY kind of time with me, be it sending a simple sms or a phone call or chatting on msn with me, is a bloody waste of your precious time. your time's so fucking precious right? i don't even fucking ask you to go out with me anymore. cos even if i convince you to go out with me you'll complain complain grumble grumble etc etc etc how i always force you to go out with me.

how about you? i let you do whatever you want. you can go chat girls up. check girls out. go to clubs with your friends. you don't even have to fucking contact me unless you feel like it. but when you need me i have to be there for you. if not you'll turn all nasty again.all i'm asking is just for you to not lie to me cos i really can't stand liars and it'll cause me to not trust you even more.

during your exams you told me to just be there for you cos its a crucial eoy exam. told me not to make things difficult for you, not to quarrel with you, just be a happy girlfriend no matter how you treat me. ok. fine. i didn't complain. but all the shit you gave me for 1 month+ made me go crazy. as if you're the only one sitting for an important exam. so ok. fine. i broke down and all and you said sorry but after that i was still feeling so angst and you have no idea how fucking upset i was during that period and my tears couldn't stop. you flared up at me and said 'will you bloody get over it i already said sorry so what else are you unhappy about?' yeah ok my fault again. as if you get over stuff when i tell you to.

and remember you said you'll definitely spend time with me after your exams? haha i think we've only gone out like twice since your exams ended. one was the one where we were supposed to go to esplanade. and you weren't even willing to go out with me on that day. complained about how i'm making you travel all the way to suntec, giving me attitude and having this sour look on your face the entire time until we went to kfc where you simmered down a little.

the other time was at vivo city but even then, you weren't concentrating on me. dragging me around vivo city in search for a restaurant for your class to dine at after your sentosa outing. treating me as if i wasn't there just moving from diner to diner, restaurant to restaurant; and i still didn't even complain. you told me to just stick to you and follow you. yeah ok fine. then we saw a few guys from your school and till now i still have no fucking idea why you said 'shit' and walked in the opposite direction, dragging me along with you. but my patience finally snapped when you turned, glared at me and said 'why are you walking so slowly. purposely wanna make me angry right' with such rage. i was really really fuming inside. walking slowly? so i couldn't take it anymore and we quarreled for like 1 minute then after a while you said 'why are you angry? i'm also not making a big fuss out of it. i'm not angry anymore don't make me angry again.' wtf. so its all about you and you and you and you. and to think you gave me a sarcastic reply when i told you that you're damn self-centered.

i don't want to vent everything here cos i know you hate the public to know about our problems but i have one last thing to say. you said to be there for you during your exams. even though i was in the midst of preparing for my O levels i just continued to be there for you, taking all your shit and all. i don't even want to mention how much studying i really did. so now the tables are turned. its holidays for you now but i'm sitting for this fucking exam which determines if i get into a jc or not. have you been fucking here for me? and if so, will you be able to take my frustrations, attitude and breakdowns? can you guarantee me that you won't quarrel with me, won't attitude me back, won't flare up at me cos of my breakdowns etc etc?

both you and i know the answer. you know how temperamental you are. you definitely won't be able to tolerate me. why would i ask you to be there for me when i know all i'm going to get is more fights and quarrels between us?


it has come to the point where every night when i can't sleep, i pick up my phone and call a number after another until the person at the end will pick up. all of which doesn't belong to you. and you know the strangest thing? they don't react the way you do. they're all very nice about it, hearing my worries or just plain talking to me until i feel sleepy, constantly assuring me that i don't have to feel bad and that its ok. and mind you, i wake them up at absurd times like 3, 4 in the morning. i don't even wanna blog about your reaction when i wake you up.

and i still don't understand why you ask me to call you whenever i can't sleep... you just fucking throw your temper at me. don't understand so many many things. bye. and why can't blogger publish my posts. stupid blogger.

i ended up sleeping at 6am...

i don't know why i can't seem to trust you anymore. you forgot to bring your phone out? okaaay. that just sounds kinda weird cos its not like you to be so absent-minded. somehow i can't even bring myself to believe that your dad really is back from HK...he just came back like last month? since when did he start visiting you guys so often. but i can't do anything about my doubts. for all i know, you might be at mos now. hahahahaha... OK PRIORITIZE BERNIE PRIORITIZE. now its lovely math before all these emo crap talk.

sigh i really can't sleep. and stupid power98. yes its still playing freaking emo songs. its playing michael buble's home now. anyway i was blog-surfing just now. chanced upon this guy's blog. all his vents and pent-up frustrations. and as i read each and every single line it was like reading something from my own non-existent diary. had mixed emotions after reading everything. then i got hit with a sudden wave of nostalgia. made me have flashbacks. many many flashbacks. ok shit i'm crying now. i miss you so much.

i don't know why emo songs are playing on the radio now. and i can't seem to get to sleep. and i can't find my entry proof. fuckoranzii...

power98's having an emo song night or something. k i'm switching stations... uhm okay. 98.7'S playing PCD's i don't need a man hahhahha

I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL says:
everyone wants happiness, but do not know that sadness and happiness are actually similar. the more we love someone, the more hurt we will feel. however, if we are able to treat all these unhappiness as a kind of learning step, all the experiences and all the last wounds will all be sweet memories which accompanies you through life.

Disease's growing, it's epidemic
I'm scared that there ain't a cure
The world believes it and I'm going crazy
I cannot take any more

on second thoughts, maybe i won't write that email anymore. byebye. gonna go do some geometry... have to set my priorities right. right now its O levels first, everything else second. right now its getting below twenty points, everything else comes after that...

...but it's just so damn hard.

haha. since when have you started going to sleep early. if it was during like your exam period, i would of course understand. times have really changed. last time, i pwn sleep, i pwn dota etc etc. now its EVERYTHING pwns me. so you're going to say volleyball pwns you? haha. at least that's better than 'everything'.

last night you said 'aiya forget it i can't be bothered talking to you you obviously just want my attention'. hello. OF COURSE I FREAKING WANT YOUR ATTENTION! which bloody person wouldn't want attention from his/her own boyfriend/girlfriend? haha. maybe just you? and don't tell me i've got enough attention from you. for like 1 month + 2 weeks, or maybe three weeks even, how much attention have i gotten from you, really. the attention i get from my friends definitely beats the attention you give me. what do you think i cut myself for. you know the fucking amount of attention you give me when i do that? and the concern in your eyes?!

and i still can't seem to forget what you said the other night. 'if i call you every night and have a nice talk talk, every night we spend, lets say, 10 minutes (TEN MINUTES???!) talking. 1 month i would have spent 5 hours on the phone calls.' well lets just say i was speechless when you said this.

and i find it odd that you deleted my email instead of deleting other people's useless emails like that tagged email from r* and that months-old friendster invitation from m*. i don't wanna go on. i mean i'm not jealous that you're receiving emails from your female friends; cos i think its perfectly fine, or that i'm angry cos you deleted my email; it was a stupid email anyway...right? its just that i don't get the logic. and its just, odd. if i get an email from you (IF = if that day ever comes), i will definitely not delete it. haha. maybe its just cos the love we have for one another is on different levels. no prize for guessing who loves who more.

yesterday, you said your dad's coming back for a visit today so you can't call me from tonight onwards in case he hears. you said he's flying back to hk next week but it could be friday for all i know. so yesterday was the last night we can ever talk on the phone before your dad leaves. it was almost 1230am so i figured you weren't going to call. so i just layed down on my bed, reading your past messages to me. messages from a few months ago. everything sounded so different. i started crying. and then suddenly i saw your name on the incoming phone call. i cried even harder cos i was just really happy. and then we just had to quarrel again. and you said stuff like i always cry cry cry don't even know what i'm crying about. really didn't know how to react to that so i just cried somemore. haha i know it was silly but i just couldn't stop the tears and you didn't seem to understand.

read your email for more. i know you hate me blogging about all our problems. you hate letting others know about our problems. when i really can't take it any longer and go to my friends to let them console me whilst i spill my frustrations and unhappiness to them, you get angry. last time you said if i really have to talk to someone, i can talk to you. hahahahahaha speechless...


sometimes, i really wonder what would have happened if i never went to zhiwei's celebration on the 11th. i really enjoyed the 5-month period i spent with you before we got together. talking on msn till 7, 8am, spending hours with you on the phone, both parties being constantly amazed at how we can keep talking to each other for hours and hours and never run out of topic to talk about. haha and not forgetting the silly fights we had before we even became an item. and how you pretended to be your brother so 'your bro' can tell how sad you are when i ignored you and all and how cute you sounded when you admitted that you pretended to be your bro. maybe it was meant to stay that way. we were so much happier back then, weren't we?

the ones who have been there for me throughout; no matter how late it is, it'll still be ok to call you guys. you know who you are. really appreciate it. i really really do. and to j*, i'm sorry. i must have blasted your ear drums with my consistent sobbing and wailing and sniffing just now :(

its not even two and i'm sleepy already. and don't get me wrong, its a good thing. gnight.


you don't know, but i scribbled the entire bedtime story you told me on a piece of paper.

this vid is alrd an OK compared to her el nin yo. as how fas puts it, a cheap production. she should look for better mv producers i say...

Windmill windmill for the land
Turn forever hand in hand
Take it all it on your stride
It is ticking falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me

i am contradicting myself haaaaaaaa... and i can't sleep. again. donkey balls.

picture this. its 7pm. its raining heavily outside. you're all alone at home. the only light source in the entire house is coming from your computer screen. suddenly lightning flashes and thunder claps & you started hearing tapping noises. being afraid of thunderstorms, you burst into tears. you reach for your mobile phone. what's the number which first comes into your mind. who will you call to find comfort in?

time and time again you let me down. i feel as though i can't turn to you for comfort anymore. i can never call you when i have sleepless nights. i can never call you anytime throughout the day just to hear your voice. nowadays i feel like i'm more of a hindrance to you than as a girlfriend. you make me feel that its such a hassle to even text me a message, much less call me. i don't know what's happening.

i hate you.

wtfffff i went to sleep in the end and i just woke up to tat's sms saying: BERNIE ! your name is on the papers ! nice one ! k i gotta buy the papers to check it out myself and damnit i haven't studied at all this sucks big time i really wanted to study the whole day today and i hate you byebye

ok so i lied. no actually i didn't. i DID move my computer out of my room again. but i just moved it back hahahhaa. daddy was like 'i don't know why you bother moving your computer in and out when its going to go back into your room in the end anyway'.

anyway i got up at like 4pm so i don't feel the least bit sleepy now. doubt i'm going to sleep at all. i'm going to school to study in the library and ask the teachers some questions. my physics is terrible...

had a strange dream last night. i always dream of people i know, and places i've been to. but yesterday i dreamt of some place i've never ever seen before in my entire life. some school. hmmmm HAHA I DREAMT OF XM TOO. she didn't let me exchange socks with her so i got very sad. then suddenly the whole scene changed into my old house. was in my parent's room helping this guy out. he was trying to tailor his jeans but he did it damn terribly so i decided to help hahahahahaa. can't remember if i was of any help though...

going out to study now hahahahaahhaha ok hope i can cope. oh and i'm moving my computer back into the storeroom :D k ta people till then. i'll be back very very soon! 13th nov!

i just cried like hell again. hahaha ok shan't talk about it. my eyes fucking sore now. was like a weirdo curling up in my bed and just crying and crying for like 1hour +. eh fuck my eyes really bloody sore now. or maybe its just cos i'm tired. k i think its cos i'm tired i wanna go sleep now. I JUST SWITCHED ON THE AIR CON HAHAHHAHAHA. ok nvm. weirdo.

eh did you know i like guys who are willing to cry. shows that they're not afraid to let go of their emotions. i think its damn sexy hahahahahahha!
the kind who furiously wipe their tears and go fuck la and think they're being damn gay = not counted.

on a random note, i feel like eating ban mian hahahahahahhaha ok fuck nvm goodnight.

All those words your wasting,
Trying to tell yourself you need more time,
But whats the point in faking,
When you know your'll never make it right.
You say your head is blurry but i cant get you out of mine.
I don't mean to cause pressure,
but i just cant let ya,
go on while your living this lie.

It's not my style,
To let this pass me by,
Why do you sanctify something thats already died.

freaking cool song. alrightos where did i stop at last night?

k nvm i'll just blog about something new. whatsup with people so damn fucking against homos. i mean i'm straight la ok people don't flame me i'm freaking straight. but its not their fault they like the same sex. its not like they can help it right give them a break la they're still humans. like you. like me. like everybody.

hahaha and hi miss tan i still remember what you told me last night. about guys who c* is one thing. guys who c* without their g* is another. hehehahahoho thanks for keeping me up all night thinking about what you said. and i think you're totally right man.

and + + + what jerald said to me last night. hmmmmm...................k shan't think too much about it but i think he's totally right too. anyway, O levels come first hahahahahha :s decided to just skip the entire accounts exam. don't even know how to do a trading profit loss account and even if i do, i'll still get a F9 and a U looks better on my O level cert than a F9. right? anyway my mom and dad agreed to not letting me sit for the paper so yeah. end exams on the 13th nov excluding subscienceMCQ paper which will be on the 20th.

oh yeah a few nights ago i wanted to do someone a favour. something i screwed up for him a long time ago. and then yeah it came back to haunt me and my conscience was feeling terrible so i wanted to ask this girl for help. cos she's one of the few who can help. and then. i asked for opinions whether i should or should not and everyone told me that girl is a slut hahahahaahahahahhhahaha ok it seemed very funny to me at that time i should shut up now.

was shoeshopping online last night/early this morning and i found three fucking gorgeous shoes which i wanna purchase online but i don't know how to and bro doesn't wanna help me so its as good as not having it but i wanna show them to you guys anyway hehehehe






hahahaha ok the first on really looks damn terrible beside the other two but i like the strap which goes down the middle.

i'd better go back to my books. i wanna get an A1 for my languages hahaha and yes that includes chinese yay. no miss tan pls stop lauhing i used to be very good at chinese.

its weird how everytime he comes online now he disappears without talking to me... as if he doesn't want to talk to me at all. and i still can't seem to forget his stupid fucking status on that fucking website. ok shit i need some choco to calm myself down ok byebye i'm very agitated now hahahahahahaha. weirdo. ok bye.

still wondering if you bought any girls drinks last night. you can afford to do that cos you must have saved a perdy amount by not going out with me.(and pls i'm not complaining/nagging or whatsoever.) and i'm still pondering about what can be the real reason for you getting so pissed last night. it can't be the reasons you gave me cos those things have happened before already and you didn't react the way you did last night. the only thing that can get you so mad/angry is when your pride/ego got hurt. wonder what you did. tried to hit on some girl and got rejected? FUCK MY IMAGINATION. i'm going to study. goddamnit.

hi. my bf's at the party at clubDXO now. i'm feeling absolutely great. ok wait i'm reading blogs now.

ok wait. i'm cancelling some account i made from a weird website. but i can't remember the password i chose when i just created the damn account like five minutes ago.

kk done. the password was damn weird hahahaha.

ok i don't feel like blogging anymore. blog more later. oh yeah. i just realised i know the minister of state when he was the guest of honour for the national colours award yesterday. hahahhaha and he asked me why i don't go to church anymore... :( ok blog more about this another day. byebye!

Remember this song?

Some time back, almost a year ago...

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

Just the girl
I'm lookin' for
She's just the girl
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

you and your stupid status in that one hellava trash website. single. single? single?! ARGH!

for the past few weeks, i've been thinking about where we shall go on our outings after your exams, or maybe after mine. have yet to visit the cathay building with you. and vivocity. and that walk along the river at esplanade. and secret garden. and ikea. and the haagen daaz chocolate fondue. so many many other places. looks like its not gonna be fulfilled anymore. go out after your exams? next time, don't make promises you can't keep. if there is a next time.

final post before finish the last lap preparing for the Os. best of luck everyone. and everyone should pray that i'll get >20 points.

oh and btw...


...we think we're cute. haha

its like 6am in the morning now i need sleep. final paper ends on 20th nov. till then!

Aries Man

He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily. He thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often. He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction. Compliments from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his needs. He cares about what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments. Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding. This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision. He always keeps his promise. If he said he will meet you at your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hate people who is late for date or any appointment. He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a mans' duty. He does not like to compete with his girlfriend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to overpower him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations. He likes a "Classy Woman", if she also comes from a good family then it is a plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead. He likes to hear sweet words and compliments so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fool around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right! If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive.


o_O wow.

you. don't. know. how. sick. you. make. me.
you make my fucking sick to my stomach,
everytime i think of you, i puke.

goodbye.

Just a little post...

1. Am studying diligently for my O level. Nods. Really. Really... ok no i'm not. Shit.
2. Moved my television out of my room as well. :'(
3. I think my boyfriend is the cutest thing alive. Aside from snoogle.
4. And yes, i still talk to snoogle everyday. Just this morning, I found him crying on the floor. Can't remember but i think i kicked him down the bed last night...
5. I have this bad habit of smuggling library books out of my school library. Am too lazy to go through the whole borrowing process so I hold the books above the censor barriers. Yeah, the alarm doesn't go off that way. But I still return the books by the bookdrop! So its ok... I think.
6. I'm fat. Haven't been exercising AT ALL. Went on a diet last week and lost around 3kg. But i think i gained it all back. Damn it.
7. I like Huiyi. She's giving me free combine science tuition when she charges other people $25/2 hours. Hehehahahoho.
8. I have 2 and a half hours of accounts, an hour of english and an hour of lit tomorrow. I hate accounts, I don't wanna do anymore comprehensions and I haven't done my lit essay which was due a few days ago & she's going to chase me for it. Maybe I should skip school tomorrow...
9. I'm beginning to like math! Beginning to...
10. I'm going to work at my mom's office after my Os at slightly more than $6.50/hour. Yay money!!!