All those words your wasting,
Trying to tell yourself you need more time,
But whats the point in faking,
When you know your'll never make it right.
You say your head is blurry but i cant get you out of mine.
I don't mean to cause pressure,
but i just cant let ya,
go on while your living this lie.

It's not my style,
To let this pass me by,
Why do you sanctify something thats already died.

freaking cool song. alrightos where did i stop at last night?

k nvm i'll just blog about something new. whatsup with people so damn fucking against homos. i mean i'm straight la ok people don't flame me i'm freaking straight. but its not their fault they like the same sex. its not like they can help it right give them a break la they're still humans. like you. like me. like everybody.

hahaha and hi miss tan i still remember what you told me last night. about guys who c* is one thing. guys who c* without their g* is another. hehehahahoho thanks for keeping me up all night thinking about what you said. and i think you're totally right man.

and + + + what jerald said to me last night. hmmmmm...................k shan't think too much about it but i think he's totally right too. anyway, O levels come first hahahahahha :s decided to just skip the entire accounts exam. don't even know how to do a trading profit loss account and even if i do, i'll still get a F9 and a U looks better on my O level cert than a F9. right? anyway my mom and dad agreed to not letting me sit for the paper so yeah. end exams on the 13th nov excluding subscienceMCQ paper which will be on the 20th.

oh yeah a few nights ago i wanted to do someone a favour. something i screwed up for him a long time ago. and then yeah it came back to haunt me and my conscience was feeling terrible so i wanted to ask this girl for help. cos she's one of the few who can help. and then. i asked for opinions whether i should or should not and everyone told me that girl is a slut hahahahaahahahahhhahaha ok it seemed very funny to me at that time i should shut up now.

was shoeshopping online last night/early this morning and i found three fucking gorgeous shoes which i wanna purchase online but i don't know how to and bro doesn't wanna help me so its as good as not having it but i wanna show them to you guys anyway hehehehe






hahahaha ok the first on really looks damn terrible beside the other two but i like the strap which goes down the middle.

i'd better go back to my books. i wanna get an A1 for my languages hahaha and yes that includes chinese yay. no miss tan pls stop lauhing i used to be very good at chinese.

its weird how everytime he comes online now he disappears without talking to me... as if he doesn't want to talk to me at all. and i still can't seem to forget his stupid fucking status on that fucking website. ok shit i need some choco to calm myself down ok byebye i'm very agitated now hahahahahahaha. weirdo. ok bye.

still wondering if you bought any girls drinks last night. you can afford to do that cos you must have saved a perdy amount by not going out with me.(and pls i'm not complaining/nagging or whatsoever.) and i'm still pondering about what can be the real reason for you getting so pissed last night. it can't be the reasons you gave me cos those things have happened before already and you didn't react the way you did last night. the only thing that can get you so mad/angry is when your pride/ego got hurt. wonder what you did. tried to hit on some girl and got rejected? FUCK MY IMAGINATION. i'm going to study. goddamnit.