picture this. its 7pm. its raining heavily outside. you're all alone at home. the only light source in the entire house is coming from your computer screen. suddenly lightning flashes and thunder claps & you started hearing tapping noises. being afraid of thunderstorms, you burst into tears. you reach for your mobile phone. what's the number which first comes into your mind. who will you call to find comfort in?

time and time again you let me down. i feel as though i can't turn to you for comfort anymore. i can never call you when i have sleepless nights. i can never call you anytime throughout the day just to hear your voice. nowadays i feel like i'm more of a hindrance to you than as a girlfriend. you make me feel that its such a hassle to even text me a message, much less call me. i don't know what's happening.

i hate you.