just got back my chinese o level result. mmm. don't wanna talk about it :( and. i didn't tell my boy the real grade i got. i don't wanna get scolded by him :( i'm like feeling so damn annoyed by my results alr and i know he'll just be realistic and just keep scolding me and lecturing me and stuff instead of comforting me. no thanks :( and he's not feeling that great either i don't wanna make him angry by telling him i got a fucking --.

lovelove. gonna clean up my room and study. i really need to study :( really really. maybe i'll go out and study or something. too many distractions at home. way too many.