Just a few personal messages...
decided not to blog the whole shit out. there's no point anyway. just gonna blog a few things directly to some people.
to dawn, i don't know if you'll be reading this but i'll just say it here anyway. i really did not say i'm not grateful for helping me pay my absorb fee first. that aside, you said that you'll meet me at 7pm in front of MOS to pass me my 10 tickets. i was there punctually but not only did you arrive close to 8pm, i didn't get my tickets at all. hell i didn't even see the tickets that night. this was what i was afraid of when i was so reluctant to give you the money first you understand? pardon me if i'm wrong, but you didn't even seem to care if your bro came down with the tickets or not. i understand that both you and shaun had other things to worry about but you could have at least worked something out as you did tell me i'll get them by 7pm. by the time i cabbed home at 1am+ i still did not even catch a glimpse of the tickets when i transferred money into your acc for all 10 of the tickets that afternoon. this was what i was complaining to shaun about. i don't know what he said to you that made you so angry + sarcastic towards me.
to shaun, lol. i don't even know what to say to you, really. i just hope you read the last few messages i sent to you via msn. i don't know if you're angry with me now or what (actually, why would you be? i didn't even trouble you much last night. you didn't let me. just kept running away from me. lol.) but honestly, i don't really care any way. i thought it was horrendous the way you spoke in such a different tone in the combined conversation. it just made me realise what kind of person you really are.
and i've seen the way you work. honestly, i'm not crazy over it. you might tell me everyone works like that. but hey, last night, you tried to sell tickets to my schoolmates when they already bought from me, only they didn't have the tickets yet cos we were waiting for dawn's bro to come with it. and then you said stuff like you have the tickets on hand if they buy from you they can receive it immediately. then they said they already paid me and you asked me to return the money to them, so that they can purchase the tickets from you. i was really like wtf man are you that desperate to sell off your tickets you'd even poach away my only buyers? its not as if you don't know that people cancelled tickets on me cos they waited for hours and the tickets still didn't arrive. its not about the money issue now. that just reflected on how much a 'friend' i am to you. i mean, what kind of friend does that, really. lol.
and being sooo reluctant to give me my guest pass. i mean seriously any fool can see that you were reluctant. you obviously weren't joking with me or whatever i could see the expression in your eyes and your body language that you didn't have enough guest passes on hand. excuse me if i'm wrong but when you told me "wait i'll pass it to you later" i figured it meant "wait i might have better people to pass it to and then i will cock up some story to tell you why you don't have a guest pass" lol. correct me if i'm wrong but that's the way i felt at that moment in time.
and couldn't you have at least the courtesy to inform me of any mishap beforehand? i'm not saying that you're obliged to i just feel that it would be decent enough. like telling me you have taken derrick off the guestlist. at least he could have bought a ticket from me at $13 instead of getting one from you at $25. and you really left me alone at the carpark while you went off with dawn everywhere.
and if not for hongjie's help, i would not have known you were at ZOUK (omg really wtf) and i would have foolishly stayed outside MOS for a much longer time. i don't blame you for going off to zouk halfway because i can understand that cos the matters you were handling last night were driving you nuts and you proly went over to have a good time but you could have at least informed me, no? i know my phone died but its not as if i didn't update you on the number in which you can reach me at.
again, i'm not angry over the money i could have made from the remaining 6 tickets. hell i would have made an even bigger loss if you3 didn't pass me the 4 tickets. but its ok. the money for the 6 tickets (buyers were purchasing them at $16 each so that amounts up to $96), you can keep. i don't really wish to get it i guess i'll just treat it as the price i paid. and i don't wanna spend the time and effort chasing after you for my money cos after all, you were a pretty good friend to me before all these shit happened, and you might have other more important things to handle i don't wish to bug you about money problems like this.
be assured that although i did say i never wanna see you again, i'm not irresponsible as to chuck the tickets for flow + zoukout at you immediately. just to update you, i'm trying my best to finish selling the remaining 7 tickets for flow and as for zoukout, my bro said that his friends are interested and all but if there are unsold tickets the booklet will definitely reach your hands by december 1 (as i think you need to go down to zouk's office the following day).
to derrick, you have no idea how sorry and upset i was over what happened to you. having to purchase a ticket at $25 (btw someone came up to me and asked if i'd wanna buy a ticket for $13!!! you should have waited around :( ), having to handle all your friends + the unsolved thing over the priority queue. i had no idea you were not in the guestlist anymore until that day itself. although i know the 5 bucks i contributed towards your ticket isn't much but i was short on cash last night and could only get cash when i sold my 10 tickets. i know you're angry with me cos you told your friends that they can get this and that but i didn't know they couldn't cos shaun was the one who told me all those things ok? he also promised me free drinks and stuff but i doubt i would have gotten them myself. nevertheless, i know that last night was tough on you as your friends were most probably grumbling and stuff. i know a sorry won't help anything but i'm gonna apologise to you anyway. and i know you might have felt as though i didn't give a shit about what happens to you in the end and stuff but i really had alot of things to handle last. and i've already tried to balance everything out but i know
to the people i promised priority queue to aka zhixian, gabe etc etc, i'm not sure if you guys got it in the end (right now, i don't even know if there's such a thing as priority queue) but i highly doubt so. i'm terribly sorry you have no idea how apologetic i was last night and am right now. and again, i know sorry won't help things but i just hope you guys will understand.
to dawn, i don't know if you'll be reading this but i'll just say it here anyway. i really did not say i'm not grateful for helping me pay my absorb fee first. that aside, you said that you'll meet me at 7pm in front of MOS to pass me my 10 tickets. i was there punctually but not only did you arrive close to 8pm, i didn't get my tickets at all. hell i didn't even see the tickets that night. this was what i was afraid of when i was so reluctant to give you the money first you understand? pardon me if i'm wrong, but you didn't even seem to care if your bro came down with the tickets or not. i understand that both you and shaun had other things to worry about but you could have at least worked something out as you did tell me i'll get them by 7pm. by the time i cabbed home at 1am+ i still did not even catch a glimpse of the tickets when i transferred money into your acc for all 10 of the tickets that afternoon. this was what i was complaining to shaun about. i don't know what he said to you that made you so angry + sarcastic towards me.
to shaun, lol. i don't even know what to say to you, really. i just hope you read the last few messages i sent to you via msn. i don't know if you're angry with me now or what (actually, why would you be? i didn't even trouble you much last night. you didn't let me. just kept running away from me. lol.) but honestly, i don't really care any way. i thought it was horrendous the way you spoke in such a different tone in the combined conversation. it just made me realise what kind of person you really are.
and i've seen the way you work. honestly, i'm not crazy over it. you might tell me everyone works like that. but hey, last night, you tried to sell tickets to my schoolmates when they already bought from me, only they didn't have the tickets yet cos we were waiting for dawn's bro to come with it. and then you said stuff like you have the tickets on hand if they buy from you they can receive it immediately. then they said they already paid me and you asked me to return the money to them, so that they can purchase the tickets from you. i was really like wtf man are you that desperate to sell off your tickets you'd even poach away my only buyers? its not as if you don't know that people cancelled tickets on me cos they waited for hours and the tickets still didn't arrive. its not about the money issue now. that just reflected on how much a 'friend' i am to you. i mean, what kind of friend does that, really. lol.
and being sooo reluctant to give me my guest pass. i mean seriously any fool can see that you were reluctant. you obviously weren't joking with me or whatever i could see the expression in your eyes and your body language that you didn't have enough guest passes on hand. excuse me if i'm wrong but when you told me "wait i'll pass it to you later" i figured it meant "wait i might have better people to pass it to and then i will cock up some story to tell you why you don't have a guest pass" lol. correct me if i'm wrong but that's the way i felt at that moment in time.
and couldn't you have at least the courtesy to inform me of any mishap beforehand? i'm not saying that you're obliged to i just feel that it would be decent enough. like telling me you have taken derrick off the guestlist. at least he could have bought a ticket from me at $13 instead of getting one from you at $25. and you really left me alone at the carpark while you went off with dawn everywhere.
and if not for hongjie's help, i would not have known you were at ZOUK (omg really wtf) and i would have foolishly stayed outside MOS for a much longer time. i don't blame you for going off to zouk halfway because i can understand that cos the matters you were handling last night were driving you nuts and you proly went over to have a good time but you could have at least informed me, no? i know my phone died but its not as if i didn't update you on the number in which you can reach me at.
again, i'm not angry over the money i could have made from the remaining 6 tickets. hell i would have made an even bigger loss if you3 didn't pass me the 4 tickets. but its ok. the money for the 6 tickets (buyers were purchasing them at $16 each so that amounts up to $96), you can keep. i don't really wish to get it i guess i'll just treat it as the price i paid. and i don't wanna spend the time and effort chasing after you for my money cos after all, you were a pretty good friend to me before all these shit happened, and you might have other more important things to handle i don't wish to bug you about money problems like this.
be assured that although i did say i never wanna see you again, i'm not irresponsible as to chuck the tickets for flow + zoukout at you immediately. just to update you, i'm trying my best to finish selling the remaining 7 tickets for flow and as for zoukout, my bro said that his friends are interested and all but if there are unsold tickets the booklet will definitely reach your hands by december 1 (as i think you need to go down to zouk's office the following day).
to derrick, you have no idea how sorry and upset i was over what happened to you. having to purchase a ticket at $25 (btw someone came up to me and asked if i'd wanna buy a ticket for $13!!! you should have waited around :( ), having to handle all your friends + the unsolved thing over the priority queue. i had no idea you were not in the guestlist anymore until that day itself. although i know the 5 bucks i contributed towards your ticket isn't much but i was short on cash last night and could only get cash when i sold my 10 tickets. i know you're angry with me cos you told your friends that they can get this and that but i didn't know they couldn't cos shaun was the one who told me all those things ok? he also promised me free drinks and stuff but i doubt i would have gotten them myself. nevertheless, i know that last night was tough on you as your friends were most probably grumbling and stuff. i know a sorry won't help anything but i'm gonna apologise to you anyway. and i know you might have felt as though i didn't give a shit about what happens to you in the end and stuff but i really had alot of things to handle last. and i've already tried to balance everything out but i know
to the people i promised priority queue to aka zhixian, gabe etc etc, i'm not sure if you guys got it in the end (right now, i don't even know if there's such a thing as priority queue) but i highly doubt so. i'm terribly sorry you have no idea how apologetic i was last night and am right now. and again, i know sorry won't help things but i just hope you guys will understand.
posted by ----- at 8:32 PM
1 Comments:
I have read ya blog and I must say as a bystander or be it in a courtroom as a judge,you have all the right points to the comments you have wrote,you have done no one any wrong nor should you feel apologetic as the mistakes that was created was not made by you but the people who could have prevented all this from happening.Moreover a true fren will never ditch a true fren,so you have to pay for the price of choosing the right fren.My dear gal,fyi you are not in the wrong and you have spoken the honest truth and nothing but the truth,well honesty kills and when some people wanna get angry with you,without knowing the actual fact of the problem,I really must say,are they like imbeciles without brains to think before they shout.If they can do it one person,they sure hell could do it many.I have encounter situations like this when I was young and I realise the thing about frens,frens will always be there thru thick and thin and they will also risk their lives to save you if need be.THAT IS A TRUE FREN.
It is good to know that you have learnt from this mistake and people tend to take things for granted when they lose it,it will be too late by than.Gal I have to salute you as it took alot of courage to express the things that you have when thru but than again dun disappoint yaself further cuz you have DIGNITY in what you have said.I m proud to know that there are some people who are like you that live in this country that really exist.
And without furthermore I will like to say these last few words to you:
"TAKE CARE OF THE MEANS AND THE END WILL TAKE CARE OF ITSELF."
"GOD BLESS N GOD SPEED."
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