mommy talked to me today. asked if there's anything she can do to make me happier. then i was like o_O??? then she said stuff like i haven't been myself lately, that i seem so sad and all. then i wanted to cry. hahahaha but of course i didn't so i just shooed her away and said everything's fine and that my tv show's starting...lol -.-

studied at airport's bk today. started crying in the middle i was like wtf??? so i just kept taking deep breaths and tried not to sniffle so loudly. i mean seriously i wasn't thinking about sad stuff or anything. or maybe it was because i was listening to emo songs.

aiyeee i'm so not ready for the lit paper tomorrow. i'm not ready for any papers. i hate o levels. but i wanna get into nyjc. then after that, i can predict that i'll hate a levels too.

i love life. it rocks. \m/ (hahahhaha)