hiiiii he's coming back from hk later in the afternoon yay no more lonely days!

alright just a quick update. ain't really into blogging these days... bet baby's like going YES!!!!! cos he doesn't like my blog much i think but whatever hahahaha.

well i'm officially going into NYJC for the first three months. although my prelims didn't make it... well i don't know how to explain it here but i just made it in through DSA so i have to attend trainings during that three months (actually only slightly more than two). no big deal there right everyone knows how much i love vball. but

1. I kinda lost my passion for vball already. Reckon it's cos I've been workin' and the absence of trainings and such made me lose interest in it. I mean seriously. I'm so not gamed for shuttle runs nor lifting weights -.-


2. Coach said something on wednesday which obviously implied that he doesn't really regard me as part of the NYJC team. Those who were there should know. And I distinctly heard a nas junior whisper to another teammate "then bernie leh?" when he was assigning positions to the team. Haha. Don't ask me. I don't know either.

so yeah. was in a dilemma that day. cos i wasn't sure if i was officially under NYJC (because my prelims didn't make it) but i was willing to just crash the school under mr. tham's help just for the training. but on the other hand coach kinda made it clear that he doesn't really see me as part of the team (oh btw it's cos he doesn't think i scored well enough to get in -.-) so there's no reason why i should just invite myself to the training sessions.

but then mr. tham told me i really am officially under NYJC which pretty much made the decision for me. there's no other end to it haaaa. at least i still have my fer during trainings haha.

went out with fer today! or rather, yesterday. was going around finding a top to buy and change into cos for some reason i felt really uncomfortable in my esprit tee hahaha. bryan was there too. they made me feel weird. ya know, like a lightbulb. but it was pretty ok until we met up with laura and daryl. then i reaaaallly reaaaallly felt reaaaaallly weird hahaha ok i shall stop whining. anyway jerrybro was like "see la i told you you'd feel extra you should have gone out with us" when i told him about my day just now. hahahaha :( x1000

went to eat at marina bay after that. twas miss tan's birthday celebration yay yay yay i sat beside her hahahaha i think i traumatised her with my evil twin righhhht. got a ride home. YESSSS hahahaha ok i don't know why i just love getting rides home. :( i sound like a lazyass haha whatever.

training later at two thirty and i'm still awake i have no idea why i can't sleep. at least he's coming back tomorrow. yay. bye.