stupid hairdresser said that the ends of my hair's damaged and haveta cut off alot and i said nvm i'll wait for my hair to grow even longer before cutting it off but she snipped it off anyway! :'( i have freaking short hair now. cries

anyway i changed my mind.
cold cut trio + non-toasted italian bread + cheese + lettuce + sweet onion sauce + bacon (!) - all other vegetables including onions excluding lettuce = (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)!

church tomorrow! kinda nervous for some reason :( but i keep thinking about what yc said a few months ago. i told him i'm scared to go back to church cos i haven't gone back for a looooong time and God might be a little angry with me and then he said crazy. imagine if you've been away from home for a loooong time and then you finally decided to go back. they'll of course welcome you back with open arms right. haha right...! i think. i hope. blargh

i just made popiah my way hahahaha it has just crabsticks + egg pieces in it and i got scolded by mom but i ran to my room with it anyway hahahahaha ok nvm.

haven't lost any weight for about a week now. whhhhyyyyyy :'(